December 2010
1 post
We're quickly going nowhere
Since man discovered the world was round, he has done nothing but run laps around it.
October 2010
1 post
Requiem of hope
>”who wants to be a millionaire”
>seek for money, find despair.
>wear a smile, dance the dances,
>take a guess, take your chances.
>smile for the crowd,
>make mum proud.
>losing bad, getting mad,
>don’t fuck up, impress your dad.
>out of hope, back to wall,
>try you best just to stall.
>phone a friend,
>just pretend...
May 2010
1 post
If only there was a direction called "my way"...
Up, down, left, right and my way. North, South, East, West and Dan’s way. Fuck GPS. Fuck maps. Fuck compasses. My way all the way!
If only…
Having things my way, Is like fighting gravity; What goes up comes down. Up being my way, down being the usual. It doesn’t help that I’m a complete push-over with little to no self pride or esteem.
Do not oppose that, Which is...
March 2010
1 post
FUCK
I’VE GOT SHIT FLYING THROUGH MY MIND, IT DRIVES ME FUCKING MAD. YOU TRY SO HARD TO BE SO KIND, I’M OH SO FUCKING GLAD. “WHAT’S THE FUCKING MATTER, DEAR? WHY SO FUCKING SAD?” I SPEAK BUT NO-ONE SEEMS TO HEAR, I GUESS IT’S JUST TOO BAD. SO, WANT A FUCKING REASON? WELL YOU’LL GET A FUCKING LIE. SENTENCE ME TO TREASON, AND HAVE A FUCKING CRY. “WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH OUR YOUTH? ...
February 2010
4 posts
MyDefinitionOfBeautyHasNothingToDoWithLooks
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will hurt for longer…
Music puts me in a place I like …
One day life will take a turn for the better, and I’ll be a winner.
January 2010
6 posts
House (incomplete)
The paint peeling from the walls, Pictures turning gray. Memories echo through the halls, Of life a better day.
Once a home but no more, There the structure lay. Papers spread across the floor, The rent no more to pay.
Humble in defeat it rests, To natures subtle rage. Nothing to the brutal tests, Fading stage by stage.
In winds roar comes its moan, A cry of its old age. Crumbling slowly is the...
Why does nothing ever work for me? Why is there always something to ruin the good things I have? Why is it that something leads on for so long with ups then downs then just when things are good my hopes and ambitions get shot down? I don’t understand. I’m not a bad person, I’m not mean to anyone, I rarely do the wrong thing. I see bad people getting good luck. Mean people with...
Ask me anything. I know no one follows me but just in case someone happens to stumblr (LOL that was lame) upon this they can ask stupid questions.
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i miss simplicity. the days i would wake up, turn on the TV, watch whatever cartoon was on, wait for mum and dad to wake, eat cereal for breakfast, fill my day with adventures with imaginary friends in imaginary lands all in the comfort of the backyard, have dinner at 6pm, stay up late till 9 o’clock and finally go to sleep and dream of flying to end another simple day all to start...
i’d rather live in a false reality than this piece of shit truth that is our world…
one day things won’t be fucked up. i tell myself this to keep sane.
December 2009
5 posts
Why do I feel so empty? Oh yeah… I haven’t eaten anything today.
Thoughts
Think, don’t be sad. If burdened by loss think what is still to gain. I’ve thought. What follows is what I’ve thought. What I’ve thought is how life should be lived. Don’t be sad, just take some time to think.
Live in the present. There’s no need to live in the past and linger on regrets. There’s no need to live in the future because it hasn’t come...
Extra, Extra, Shit Hits Fan!
On the 15th of December this year (09) my uncle hung himself. This was the day before my birthday. I didn’t really have a birthday. Along with my birthday another bunch were near by too. His sons 13th, daughters 18th and another daughters 19th. Another couple birthdays of family members were near by too. After these birthdays came Christmas. Good timing… The funeral’s tomorrow...
Stairs
Each regret and despair, Represented by a stair. Slowly leading to nowhere, Slowly climbing without a care.
He lumbers up without a thought, Other than pains this life had brought. A spiteful snarl his only retort, He thinks over love’s battle he fought.
Reflecting back on the fight, He continues up the flight. Climbing blindly without light, Climbing blindly without sight.
A broken heart...
Restless
Bad thoughts, Restless sleep. Outside I’m strong, Inside I weep. I thought she was a rose, I forgot they had thorns. She came into my life pulled out, now I’m torn. Who’s left to mourn, After I’m gone? Why was I born? For what I gave, And had not received, I can’t even tell, Why I ever believed. I’m all but relieved, Or achieved, Why did I believe? The life I lead, Is a...